| You and I are on an incredible journey at
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| | I realized how magnificent I am, a woman
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| this very moment, dancing in an exciting
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| | of worth, the embodiment of divine,
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| adventure that takes us into a new
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| | unconditional, boundless love.I had work
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| expansiveness beyond our imagination. It
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| | to do to uncover this love. Release, let
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| is a journey of love, one that knows no
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| | go, surrender became words to live by. I
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| limits, has no fear, is authentically
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| | quit resisting the love and it spilled
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| powerful and reaches for all
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| | out to heal the multidimensional wounds
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| possibilities. Is this your experience
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| | of my life experience and let them go.
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| right now? Is your heart smiling with
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| | Learning to retrieve the love from its
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| loving endless energy that you are
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| | hidden place and remember from whence one
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| radiating throughout the world, or are
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| | came, is not an instant realization. It
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| you lost in your own fearful limiting
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| | involves steps to allow it to be
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| patterns, stuck in a box of your making,
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| | revealed, like peeling away layer upon
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| stagnant in movement?I invite you to walk
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| | layer of encrusted negative patterns. I
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| this journey with me for a while. I have
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| | had to unconditionally love myself - not
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| been on a journey most of my life
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| | an easy assignment after a lifetime of
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| searching for love, wanting to know and
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| | self-incrimination - and to accept that
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| understand this love, and only recently
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| | we are all perfectly created from nothing
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| found it in the most unexpected place.
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| | but love. We've never been anything else
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| Through my journey I often asked other
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| | but love as part of the universal,
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| people about love. Many responses were
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| | perfect love of our Creator; we just
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| given about what it meant according to
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| | forgot.So there it was - the secret to
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| their perception - companionship,
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| | finding love - be the love you are
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| security, someone to come home to, sexual
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| | seeking and it will find you. I replaced
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| intimacy, procreation, sharing space,
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| | the fear and all its derivatives with
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| good feelings, belonging, feeling of
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| | loving energies - forgiveness, gratitude,
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| family - but it wasn't enough. I knew
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| | compassion, appreciation, kindness - and
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| there was more to real love than was
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| | the love grew and grew. I glided down the
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| being revealed. So I kept searching.
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| | path now without the weight of the past.
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| Perhaps you too are searching. You see,
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| | I forgave the people who according to my
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| finding love is the innate desire of all
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| | perception had hurt me, going beyond the
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| beings on this planet.Most people search
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| | dimension of human comprehension, and
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| for love in the physical realm. You know,
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| | there I found love, real love, that moves
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| that zap of "chemistry," candlelight
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| | above the externals of the physical realm
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| dinners, warm fuzzy feelings, making
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| | and sees the divine light in every soul.
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| love, being together and sharing it all.
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| | I claimed my birthright power in this
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| This is love in the physical realm.
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| | process and felt the most healing
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| Although wonderful and exciting, it does
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| | expansiveness I had ever experienced, way
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| not begin to comprehend the vastness of
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| | beyond the realm of my past
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| real love. We all know that physical love
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| | knowingness.Knowing this unconditional
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| can change rather rapidly - our divorce
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| | love shifts everything in your
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| statistics certainly equate this - for
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| | mindfulness. I looked at the world - all
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| physical intimacy provides only
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| | these people screaming out for love -
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| short-term gratification with connection
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| | feeling such depth of sadness that it was
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| that lacks depth. So if physical
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| | eluding them as it had me for so long. I
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| connections - whether partner/partner,
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| | wanted to shout from the rooftops that
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| friend/friend or parent/child - do not
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| | they already had it within them, but I
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| provide the filled up, satisfying,
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| | knew they wouldn't listen. The world
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| overflowing love, well then, what
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| | looks with different glasses so love seen
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| does?The search continued. First was a
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| | by their misguided eyes is simply need.
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| long marriage, but the love faded away
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| | This is why love fades away for many -
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| until it was gone. There were five
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| | they are trying so hard to use this
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| children - they kept me busy and
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| | interpretation of love to validate
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| fulfilled and happy for a while it
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| | themselves, to fill up the empty caverns
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| seemed. I was too busy to look further so
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| | within them, to feel secure, approved of,
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| just accepted this was it, even though I
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| | connected, complete, desired - all of
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| longed to know more. Funny thing though,
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| | ego.Most amazing of all is that love
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| the kids grew up and moved onto their own
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| | doesn't need to be achieved, it simply
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| path, leaving me behind. I tried one
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| | is. It's always there for us and in us
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| business after another, did well in all
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| | just as air is always present to allow us
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| of them, but something was always
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| | to breathe. Such is real love, divine
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| missing. I was empty and my soul cried
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| | love, our life-force breathing out to all
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| out for that love. My face told the story
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| | people on this planet. It has no judgment
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| of my heart's condition, for what one is
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| | or expectations. It allows for you to be
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| on the inside is mirrored to the outside
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| | yourself, standing in your own
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| for all to see. I kept looking.I
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| | magnificence, complete as you are. Real
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| continued my journey and some revealing
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| | love doesn't require approval, does not
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| insights came to me. I looked at other
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| | judge, and isn't a manipulative
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| people walking past me or even beside me,
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| | force.Again my divine guidance came with
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| and saw the same emptiness in many of
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| | urgency to put aside the book I was
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| them. I was puzzled, but also relieved
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| | working on and write The Realness of a
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| that I wasn't the only one searching.
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| | Woman, A Journey for Seeking, Remembering
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| Most were doing what I was doing,
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| | and Being Who You Are. As the words
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| hurrying here and there thus avoiding
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| | poured through me I realized the powerful
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| time to think about the emptiness,
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| | effect of this Divine Consciousness for a
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| filling their lives with busyness. Sadly,
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| | world that needs to remember.The journey
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| the more I accomplished, the more
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| | to love begins and ends within our hearts
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| accolades I received, the busier I
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| | and souls. The mirror of life reflects
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| became, the emptier I was. What a
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| | only what it sees. Does your mirror
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| mystery. It surely wasn't turning out as
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| | reflect the divine eternal love of your
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| I had been taught - get married, raise a
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| | Creator so that your heartspace radiates
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| family, take care of everyone's needs,
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| | love to those who walk the path of life
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| work a job perhaps, go to church, live by
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| | with you? Or is your love obscured by the
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| the "Golden Rule," give and give, and you
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| | shadows of doubt and fear and hidden from
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| will know love.Oftentimes I'd look back
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| | the view of the world as you hide in the
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| and try to figure out where I went wrong
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| | "box" you created for your life? Our
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| according to my perception. I must have
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| | journey is for our spiritual awakening to
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| done something wrong or taken a wrong
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| | the glorious awareness of a life of love.
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| turn. Of course, I thought, the problem
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| | The love you are seeking begins as
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| is with the marriage; I must have married
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| | you!Written by Rev. Dr. Carolyn Porter,
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| the "wrong" person. No wonder I couldn't
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| | speaker, trainer, energy healer,
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| find love. So perhaps I'll find another
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| | publisher, minister and author of A
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| partner who is the "right" one. Ever
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| | Woman's Path to Wholeness, The Realness
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| traveled this path?Years had gone by,
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| | of a Woman and Put the Dynamo in Your
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| illness overtook me, recovery was slow
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| | Communication. The following excerpt is
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| because of the internal pain. It was
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| | taken from her book, The Realness of a
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| during that time that I understood
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| | Woman, A Journey for Seeking, Remembering
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| another dimension of illness - emotional
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| | & Being Who You Are."Real love doesn't
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| pain. As I journeyed this path and
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| | need to be achieved, it simply is. Once
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| explored every nook and cranny for
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| | you have obtained the knowingness
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| answers, I discovered some wondrous
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| | of love as the Universe intended us to
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| insights and was divinely prompted to
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| | feel, nothing in your life will ever be
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| write my first book - A Woman's Path to
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| | the same again,
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| Wholeness: the Gift is in the Process. My
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| | and you will see that the love of the
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| intention had been to write a different
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| | world is not really love, it is need.
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| book, but I was led down this path. I
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| | This awareness can
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| realized the core of most physical
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| | transform your life and create a passion
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| illness is found in the emotional and
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| | that grows and grows, a passion for life
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| spiritual realms and many needed to hear
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| | itself as you
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| these insights. Then one day I came to a
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| | realize the greatness already within
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| crossroad that offered several
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| | your being. It is recognizing this
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| possibilities. Which one was the right
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| | greatness that already
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| path? How could I know? God intervened
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| | lies within you that gives you realness
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| and a cosmic two-by-four, strategically
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| | in being the wonderful woman you really
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| placed, got my attention so that I
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| | are, one who
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| realized I needed to step out of my
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| | is genuinely in love with herself!This
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| comfort zone and grow. My entire life
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| | book is written for those women who seek
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| began to transform and new doors opened
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| | more from life, who know they are more
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| in miraculous ways. My intuition
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| | and
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| literally exploded with massive force as
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| | are searching to be revealed. Your
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| realms of enlightenment overtook my
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| | journey through these pages is solely to
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| beingness. Perhaps you've experienced
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| | substantiate
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| this process.One day, as I rounded a
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| | enlightenment of your soul, the place
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| bend, there it was, staring me right in
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| | where you are real. As you read this
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| the face, the love I had been searching
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| | book, yearn to
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| for all my life. How could I have missed
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| | understand the relevance of knowing the
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| it all this time I wondered? For the love
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| | depth and breath of divine love, for the
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| I had longed for, cried for, dreamed of,
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| | love you are
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| prayed for and searched for was with me
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| | knowing is you. Love is all there
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| all the time. It was inside of me, right
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| | is."Carolyn Porter, D. Div., is an
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| there in my soul and heart, and I
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| | Inspirational Speaker, Author of multiple
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| couldn't see it. It was on the other side
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| | books, ebooks and audios, Trainer,
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| of the fears - the anger, hurt, shame,
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| | Spiritual Wholeness Coach and Energy
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| guilt, defectiveness, bitterness, blame,
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| | Facilitator who has experienced the
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| manipulation, control, jealousy, pain,
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| | thrill of knowing and feeling love, first
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| and revenge - completely shadowed by
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| | for herself, and then for others. As a
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| them. And the love inside of me was
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| | result, love pours into her life, being
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| reflecting the love of God from whence I
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| | the magnet for attracting that love.
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| came. I am a child of God! At that moment
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