| Within this life experience, I have been gifted with | | | | discs in the back, carpal tunnel in the arms and |
| the infinite gifts of illnesses, diseases and | | | | hands, numerous severe ankle sprains, a benign |
| syndromes that conventional medicine has | | | | breast cyst, a bone spur on the bottom of the |
| diagnosed the physical body of which my soul | | | | left heal, an injury to the head by a golf club, and |
| resides in with. These have included: A heart | | | | a severely sprained right wrist from playing |
| murmur at birth, continuous strep throat infections | | | | volleyball.In total, I have died ten times thus far in |
| (which resulted in the tonsils being removed in one | | | | this life experience. Nine of those have occurred |
| of the NTHE, Near Transitional Home Experiences | | | | through various surgeries, medical procedures, and |
| that I experienced), mononucleosis as a teenager, | | | | a severe asthma attack. Each physical body |
| asthma (with an attack so severe I experienced | | | | surgery procedure I have experienced has |
| another NTHE while pregnant with our second son | | | | induced some form of what is known on this |
| Matthew due to lack of oxygen), bronchitis, | | | | earth dimension as flat lining or physical body |
| allergies to what the physical body was classified | | | | death. I have come to see these transformations |
| with as being allergic to everything under the sun | | | | for the gifts that they are. I know that I have |
| also resulting in nasal and sinus issues and the | | | | chosen each of these events to impart infinite |
| having of the nose cauterized, two knee surgeries | | | | spiritual messages of soul rememberings of who I |
| on the right knee, one tubal pregnancy (right | | | | am choosing to be within each moment while here |
| tube) and three other miscarriages, PID (pelvic | | | | playing this game called LIFE (living infinitely from |
| inflammatory disease), fibrocystic breasts, a | | | | experience). I am the soul I am in this moment |
| ruptured ovarian cyst. endometriosis, kidney | | | | because of these life experiences. These |
| stones (with 2 lithotripsys for this), continuous | | | | transformative life experiences have brought me |
| kidney and bladder infections, liver and gallbladder | | | | to learnings and soul rememberings that have |
| issues with gallstones having the gallbladder | | | | brought me to a place of peace and learnings |
| removed in September 2005 during which I | | | | through research and degree studies. So this |
| experienced another NTHE, and being diagnosed | | | | wisdom that I share comes both from personal |
| by conventional medicine with lupus both forms | | | | physical and spiritual experience and research.As |
| with the rashes and attacks of the major organs | | | | these learnings and rememberings are all one, I |
| and so on (which conventional medicine says is | | | | have come to remember, embrace, and treasure |
| the cumulative diagnosis for all of these illnesses, | | | | the infinite paths that bring us into peace here on |
| diseases, and syndromes that they originally | | | | this earth. I have embraced the studies of the |
| diagnosed the physical body with) and a rare | | | | shamanic path in its connection to our spiritual |
| blood disorder in which the physical body clots on | | | | path through several spiritual mentors. I have |
| the inside (which conventional medicine tells me | | | | collaborated with other mentors and within what |
| that is what they believe causes the | | | | are considered here on this earth dimension as a |
| endometriosis) and bleeds profusely on the | | | | self-learner, to learn of vibrational healing medicine, |
| outside when the body receives a cut (thus two | | | | of aromatherapy, of herbology, and a plethora of |
| being as one), both of which are fatal they say. In | | | | soul rememberings and earth dimensional learning |
| addition in this life, the physical body of which my | | | | modalities. |
| soul resides in has experienced two herniated | | | | |