Struggling in Triumph - Matthew 26:36-46

Many people would not have fallen in love if theycould have! They were all asleep! He must have at
knew before hand the amount of pain it cansome point let them know what he had prayed.
cause. Many would not take certain jobs if theyWhy would he do this? What does he have to
knew the job created too much anxiety. Manygain by sharing this moment of weakness?
would have opted not to take the journey if theyNothing but our deepest respect, love and
had any idea that the trip would have cost whatworship, as we see our Savior open himself up
it has cost. Sometimes when the situation seemscompletely to us.
most distraught you are on the verge of victory.So in this quick prayer we learn much about our
Sometimes when defeat seems imminent victorySavior and ourselves - as people - when we see
is around the corner. It can be that when you arehow the disciples behaved during all this. For when
in the worst struggle of your life you may veryJesus comes back to check on the disciples he
well be at the crux of triumph. Yet on thefinds them all asleep. They just do not have the
threshold of such an event Jesus was in thestrength to stay up to watch over him - not the
greatest struggle of His human life. The garden ofthree closest to him, and not the others waiting
Gethsemane was the site for three importantnearby. No matter who they were or how strong
events in the life of Christ:their bond with Jesus; they are all sleeping like
1. His agony over facing the cross;babies while he's in such inner turmoil that he's
2. His betrayal at the hands of Judas Iscariot; andsweating drops of blood. He rebukes them, saying
3. His arrest by the Jewish mob."Could you men not keep watch with me for one
Jesus' motivation for coming here is simple - hehour?" he asked Peter. This is the biblical way of
needs to gather his thoughts. His words to thegiving someone the gears for something they've
three men with him are a command and a plea -done wrong. He cannot help but rebuke them, for
he not only WANTS them there, he feels that hethey have failed at the task given to them, and
NEEDS them there. He lived as one of us - notthis cannot be ignored.
like one of us- not pretending to be one of us-But in the same breath he instructs them on how
BUT AS ONE OF US.to avoid a repeat performance - "Watch and pray
In Jesus' prayer we see a brief moment ofso that you will not fall into temptation". These
weakness, "My Father, if it is possible, let this cupare words both for the right now and the what's
pass from me..." which is quickly followed by "...yetahead - they need to be in prayer right now, and
not what I want but what you want." From thisthey will need to be for a while to come. "The
we learn that to face an enormous responsibilityspirit is willing, but the body is weak." He wants
and waver, if only for a moment, is a naturalthe disciples to understand their need to seek help
reaction. We also learn to go to our God and prayfrom God to bring them through what they are all
for strength to go ahead and face what we mustabout to experience.
anyway, if only because it is His will for us to doBetrayal, mockery of a trial, judgment, denial,
so. And ultimately we see how truly amazing ourcrucifixion, and abandonment is a struggle like no
God is, for no where else in history do you haveother. In the midst of the struggle God was giving
a God which is ready to reveal this kind ofhim victory, the victory was at hand triumph was
vulnerability to his followers. When Jesus went offladen with struggle. Are you struggling with
to pray, and the disciples quickly fell asleep, whosomething today? Are you in the midst of a
told them what he prayed? Who told them thebattle seemingly for the life of your family, your
words that came out of Jesus' mouth? Only Hejob, and your sanity? "Your victory is at hand.